Haven't been on here for a few days. Been super stressed and up to my eye balls in college work as well as being quite ill.
Still not 100%, me and my partner have had the devastating news of a miscarriage. It would have been a couple of weeks ago, but in all honesty we didn't even notice. I suffered severe bleeding and extreme stomach cramps, but because I've got on going problems with my belly, we didn't think anything of it. Yesterday I had an ultrasound scan booked to check my liver function, and my kidneys etc etc, and the the lady found an empty sac.
People may say I'm stupid or pathetic for letting it get to me because I didn't even realise I was pregnant, which in all fairness probably makes it easier - but it's still knowing that I had a life waiting to grow inside of me to be another son or a daughter, and now they're gone. Just like that. It's heartbreaking. Devastating. I will cherish this moment, because life is precious - and you never know what is round the corner.
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We're all here for you hun ♥ and it's good to talk about it. Your little boy and your fabby other half will help you through this coz you are the strongest person I know! It should get to you just like it would if you found out first and then lost the baby your only human at the end of the day and you have feelings! One day before you know it your shining rainbow baby will be here and your Angel baby will look down on you all and make sure life is good ! 😇 now keep your chin up coz remember he or she is not alone up there either they have all the family and friends you've ever lost looking after them till your ready when your grey and old to meet them again :)
Can't imagine going through something so awful 😔 sending love your way, I doubt anyone will judge/ think your pathetic! If they do they're just scum! X
Aweh!! Beaut!! Never!! I'm so sorry!! I'm always here if you ever need me or need a text babe!!! Your strong you and boyd will pull through this I know you will lovely! Loves you girl!!@chloo.nx, xxxxx