I wish, wish, wishhhh I could feel so content with myself and be happy with the life I have, but I'm…
I wish, wish, wishhhh I could feel so content with myself and be happy with the life I have, but I'm internally falling apart..💔
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY BABIES & I would NEVER trade them for anything!! I just really hate that I feel like such a failure for not having a job anymore, my own apartment/home, not being able to buy diapers, wipes, clothes, snacks, food, hygiene items for my daughter, shoes, toys, of ANYTHING.. I haven't had new clothes for myself since high school so basically around 2012.. everything since has basically been clothes people gave me instead of throwing away, which I'm glad I even got! There's just that nagging person in the back of my mind telling me I'm a piece of shit for letting myself fall into this situation. I'm a single, stay at home mom, currently pregnant (due in May), living with my brother, NO child support by baby daddy (my choice), no transportation, no money, babysitter, and I hate, hate, HATE that I feel like I should have so much done by now and it feels like I'm making excuses.. yes, and the end of the day my daughter is taken care of, but I just wish I didn't have to ask someone else to help me do it... especially when my responsibilities are not theirs.......😔💔
Rhiannon V·
Мама двоих (2 года, 3 года)
I'm a married stay at home mom and believe me, I get the exact same thoughts sometimes. I think what helps me the most is remembering that raising my children is also super important.
Would it be possible to talk to your family about getting a part time job while a relative keeps an eye on the children?
Mari·
You should as for child support after all its to support your daughter. There are career classes you can take either online or in class with free child care for the in class ones. And once you get a career started you will feel a bit of that weight off your shoulder 😉