I think todays gonna be one of those days where I just don't talk at alł I'm just gonna be quiet my fiancé is an asshole it's like when I don't wear my engagement ring we're great laughing and playing having fun then when I put it on it's hell im starting to think this ring is bad luck, he acts like I ask for so much when I only ask for what's expected from a father, I try to be this happy person he wants me to be but then he does the things he do and wonders why I struggle being nice like dude u constantly piss me off I can't be happy when I'm expected to do everything even when your right there we have two kids now he needs to step it up and help wayyyy more I shouldn't have to ask just do it I'm suppose to be on bedrest I rest as much as I can but I still have two kids I have to take care of my body is sore and he knows that and he's still an ass ... its too early