Well found out my sister is expecting 4th kid she is due November 9, 2017 and doesn't know who the dad is it is between 3 guys like really that now will make 4 kids and 4 different baby daddies she only has 1 my nephew Carson lost one to my cousin who is raising my niece leviah now and Maddison is with her Mil because my niece had weed in her system my sister wouldn't stop smoking weed while she was pregnant she will get Maddison back in April but still here she is pregnant again and not one of her baby daddies are in the kid's lives just hard when I have been with the same man for almost 7 years and we have loss so many babies due to miscarriages or still birth even though I am pregnant now I am still having hard time I am high risk and bed rest ... I am happy for her but also like really what the hell