Hi there I'm new to this app I have a 5 month old he's my first I'm really struggling being a parent.. I'm starting to think I have PDD becouse when I'm around my baby it feels like my body rejecting him and it makes me sick I'm a first time mom.. my mom doesn't really help me out the only person I can really count on is my Fiancee.. My doctor has denied me for seeing her and im not sure what i can do recently I found out what's been someone helping is talking to my SO about it and my son been snuggling with me bit more .l love being a mom he's my whole world and i hate feeling like this. This is my son Nova