I just threw all of my Prozac away. I've been on it for five years on and off. I just had a meltdown in my car because I heard a song that reminded me of my ex boyfriend whom I still love a lot. He's in a wheelchair and with me being a type one diabetic and having a son, I can't do for him and take care of him bc it's a strain on me. But I've been numbing myself through everything and my doctor kept increasing my dosage. I'm done. I don't feel any relief right now, I'm just sick of taking all of this medication. I know that this will be a hard road, sometimes it helps me to be more patient so I'm going to have to find a coping skill when I would normally take anxiety medicine. I'm scared honestly. It's time to quit relying on medicine. I can do this. Asking all moms to pray for strength and patience. Thanks in advance.