Can't sleep... been up for the past 2 hours just thinking.. I really don't know what to think right…

Can't sleep... been up for the past 2 hours just thinking.. I really don't know what to think right now. I don't think I could handle another miscarriage. The one I had in 2013 about killed me. Not physically but emotionally. God my heart is hurting so bad right now.. prayers please.. 😭💔