Today I woke up feeling depressed.. I just want to cry like crazy. But I can't because I don't want nobody to ask me what's wrong. I hate my self. I hate how I look. My voice I think I look like a fat man . I just hate every single thing of my self. I need this to go away because my kids have activities after school and with this mood I can't get nothing done.
I feel the same way @momi2b4, he just kind of gets annoyed and walks away. I know he loves me, and is just frustrated because he wants to fix things. I am probably going to end up going into therapy to see if that helps. Good luck lady! If you ever need to talk feel free to reach out to me!!!
@rhebee I was just thinking to my self that maybe I should see someone. I'm willing to try. @angelaoliver101988 my husband hates when I get like this I feel like I'm going to end up pushing him away.
I know how you feel. I keep crying and my husband asked what is wrong and gets annoyed at me for not telling him. If I knew I would tell him. I normally end up sleeping it off. Or just pushing through. I know how hard it is though.
@momi2b4, I know that feeling too. I cry it all out and still feel awful but there are no tears left. I am at the point of seeking therapy. But I am so miserable I don't even want to go
@rhebee I'm not liking it one bit. I think if I could just cry it all out and maybe I will feel better but I can't with my kids and mother around.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.

the hate is real 😂😂😂 because my picture looks good & i look good in it & my face looks gorgeous af , make-up was on point 😘
@angelaoliver101988 thank you and same good luck to u