@jazmine01, It didn't fully hit me until I went into labor. It's like being a kid during the week of Christmas, you know it's coming and you're excited and preparing yourself but it's not really real until it's actually happening. At least that's how it was for me.
It started hitting me yesterday I was looking at all the baby stuff and I just started crying I'm going to have to take care of something very soon my due dates 10 days away and it's scary asf