Sometimes I wish I would have went to college right after high school :( I would have been doing…

Sometimes I wish I would have went to college right after high school :( I would have been doing what I love most. I had a child and now my second one the way and it's harder because I don't trust people with my kid(s). So unfortunately I'm attending college online with is so much longer if I had went to a trade school or something.. I will finish school 4 years from now. It makes me want to drop out already because it seems so far away!! Ugh decisions , decisions ...