Anyone ever think about the greater purpose of them getting pregnant? It's kinda hard to explain, but I guess kinda like what your life would be like if you didn't get pregnant. For me, I always joked about how God wanted me pregnant, so I wouldn't be an alcoholic. But really my drinking was starting to get reckless. Deep down though, I really think getting pregnant gave my life direction. I was graduating college in a major I secretly hated, and I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life. Now, I'm a mom, and Noel is my greatest purpose. Truly, my life is better this way.