Today has not been a good day. The state of Illinois has denied my 2 year old son childcare. They claim they have not received my husband's paycheck stubs. I know he sent them in, he faxed them. I have to confirmation paper informing me that it went through. I even called them to verify that they received it. I get a letter in the mail telling me they denied me. I go pick up my son and I get a letter from the child care director telling me that I am responsible for ALL charges from January back to October. I am so mad 😡 that my face is red. After I pick up my son, he acted up in the car, he told my mother in law " I am not talking to you today." 😱 I lost it and popped his leg and of course he cried. My therapist rescheduled her appt with me. I understand she is sick but today is the day that I really need to talk to her. I am overwhelmed right now. Pandora is calming my nerves. Sorry for the long rant. Today is one of those days. I felt it when I woke up this morning.
@rayfordiesha are you able to file an appeal? I hope everything gets better for you. Feel free to message me I am here to listen
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Look 👀 what Baby Mac received from The Most Amazing 🤗🤗😍😍 Awesome 😎 President in the mail ✉ today 🙌🙌🙌 I am so glad😊 he got his while President Obama was still in office. It means a lot for my son to receive a Welcome Letter ✉ from the FIRST African American President it shows 👀 my son that he can be President DREAM 🌌 BIG Baby Mac the SKY ☁ is the LIMIT. This is going right into his Memory 💭 Keepsake box 🤗 Can't wait 🙌🙌🙌 until he gets OLDER and he can fully understand this 😊 . He will FOREVER ...
Yes I can appeal the decision and that is what I am going to do. I am ok now.