Today has not been a good day. The state of Illinois has denied my 2 year old son childcare. They claim they have not received my husband's paycheck stubs. I know he sent them in, he faxed them. I have to confirmation paper informing me that it went through. I even called them to verify that they received it. I get a letter in the mail telling me they denied me. I go pick up my son and I get a letter from the child care director telling me that I am responsible for ALL charges from January back to October. I am so mad 😡 that my face is red. After I pick up my son, he acted up in the car, he told my mother in law " I am not talking to you today." 😱 I lost it and popped his leg and of course he cried. My therapist rescheduled her appt with me. I understand she is sick but today is the day that I really need to talk to her. I am overwhelmed right now. Pandora is calming my nerves. Sorry for the long rant. Today is one of those days. I felt it when I woke up this morning.