I have been in a constant state of depression for weeks. My home life is great so, that's not the…

I have been in a constant state of depression for weeks. My home life is great so, that's not the problem. It's just unexplainable. I know it's hormones and I keep telling myself that but, it doesn't pull me out of the darkness. I feel like all I wanna do is cry but, I don't wanna do it in front of my daughter and husband (not that I can't and I wouldn't get support I just feel

Like there's no reason to cry and I don't want a million questions about what's wrong cause I just don't know lol) and when I'm not at home I'm at work! I'm a full time retail store manager and I'm just exhausted by the end of the day. I want to quit working already but, two things:: Everyone I know worked until they went into labor and I don't wanna be that person and I'm not prepared to use my six weeks of paid leave until the baby is here. My legs and feet are so sore and swollen by the end of the day that it's unbearable and I walk at zombie speed haha. Anyone else??? End rant. 😂