Tonight I'm extra emotional, I literally feel like having two kids is going to be horrible. 😭 I can't even pretend to feel excited about this baby, an that makes me feel even worse. I just love my daughter so much, an don't want to take away time from her or attention. It isn't fair to do that to her this young, I screwed up. I should've waited an got on birth control. To make things worse, I'm most likely going to end up divorced. 💔
So I'm 27 weeks today and I don't even feel like I'm pregnant. Like I feel the baby moving but to me it just feels all blah. I feel like I'm not pregnant what's so ever. I feel like I'm going thru postpartum depression already 😔 and my husband just makes it worse. Does anyone else going through or have went through this and have advice on how to make it better.
I hate this pregnancy funk I'm in. I don't have the urge to do my make up or hair anymore. I don't even feel like going out:/ I just feel blah.
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My child is NOT disgusting just because he has HFMD. I feel beyond awful that he even has it, but now I feel like facking shat since my family makes it seems like he's so disgusting. I'm just gonna lay in bed and cry ??
So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that
So sad
I'm feeling very down tonight. I am dealing with a lot and it seems like it keeps getting worse. There will be an improvement, hopefully, on Friday. But I don't feel like I can make it that long. I could use some words of encouragement right now. ?
I can't possibly understand exactly what you are going through as this is my first baby. But I do understand doubt. My so seems like a bigger child than the baby will be, we seem to fight everyday, and my two senior dogs bark if you stand up to fast. Everyday I wonder if I made the right choice in having a baby now, but there is one thing I am 100% sure of, and that is that I will love my son with every atom of my heart. And I know that same is true for you. Your daughter may not understand right away, and things won't always be easy when mommy needs to give the baby attention. But it will be the small things that tell her everyday how you feel. Keeping some of the routines the same, bed time tuck ins and story time. You are stronger than you know, and you can work through the tough spots with all the love and patience you have ❤️ good luck momma