20 😊
Married to my lover 💑
Mommy to two beautiful girls 💕 who will only be 20 months apart. (Second baby was a surprise) live in a small town an need new friends! So message me 😊

Im going to be taking a break from here, need to really focus on God an my marriage. This app and Facebook are major distractions for me, first thing I do when I wake up is scroll social media an I should be praying an reading God's word instead! Good luck to all you mama's that are so close to delivering your babies, I'll be praying for you all. 🙏❤ Talk soon. 😙

Raelynn is literally doing flips in my belly, It's the weirdest feeling I've ever experienced. It's freaking me out, like is it normal to move this much? I feel like she's going to break my water or something. 😱 Ryliann never moved this much.

I love puking every morning for 40 freaking weeks. NOT. Second time around an I'm seriously thinking about this being my last baby. I can not handle doing this again, no wonder I haven't gained any weight. 😷😔

Rylianns first time sitting on her new potty chair an she poops!!!! I am SO proud of her, 18 months an already understands the concept of using the potty. 😄🙊👏

Heart broken. 💔
I've tried to make my marriage work, but he hasn't. Instead I get hurt every single time, when will I realize he just doesn't care? I'm about to have our second baby, an we won't even be together. 😭

My babies, less than 10 weeks Raelynn will be here! Can't wait to see them cuddle an love each other. 😍

Got our taxes back, 5K! But after we pay our debt an 6 months advance in insurance, we will only have a few hundred left. Really disappointed, but glad we get to pay everything off. 😏 #Adulting

Tmi*
So we had sex an afterwords I had the most painful Braxton hicks contractions I've ever experienced for a solid five minutes, crying an breathing through them. I never had anything like that with my daughter, maybe it's because it's been like four weeks since we had sex? Idk. It hurt bad, I thought I was in labor. 😰😪

I need to Rant
Im pissed, the only time we get to go on vacation an we go 900 miles away to Utah for my husbands family which is fine, he moved to Montana for me so whatever I can deal with that. BUT I wanted to have at least ONE freaking day to ourselves to go to the zoo an aquarium an maybe the mall? No, he has to invite his mother to EVERYTHING. That's not even it, she's now saying we should only do one of those things, why?! We're paying for it. It's so annoying, like this is MY last vacatio...

17 months already, going to be a big sister less than 3 months. My heart is broken that she won't be my one an only anymore. 😭❤