I am so tired, I am exhausted, all I want to do is go and hide play on my computer (to work on my…

I am so tired, I am exhausted, all I want to do is go and hide play on my computer (to work on my website) and to spend the rest of the time riding my horse.. two of my kids have been sick and have not slept through the night, which means mom doesn't sleep at all because they decide to wake up at different times. I want to cry, I don't want to make another, clean up another mess that I have already cleaned up 3 times this morning... My husband is amazing and works his butt off and needs time too, but this momma needs time away or time at home alone or at the very least without the kids... ugh