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I sure will! @nurseriri,

@luuuuuucyyy, anytime love. Take care of that precious boy

Just once, when the whole DNA test. Yes he has hurt me. Thank you for always being so encouraging! You're always such a big help 😘 @nurseriri,

You're right Ash, it's just something really hard and another reason why I hold back on filing for child support. I just need him gone completely in order to move on. @mamaash,

I agree with what you said. Just need to see him in person in order to know if it's true @withlovedkj,

You've been down this road with him before right? And he's hurt you several times? What makes this time different love? You alone can make that decision. People on the outside like your family only wants what's best for you and are probably tired seeing you hurt over and over by this guy. We your momlife family have seen the hurt and pain he's put you through also. But love is love and you're the only one to make the final decision and have to deal with the consequences good or bad. Best of luck with your decision. All we can do is support you. @luuuuuucyyy,

i don't know i sorta remember what he did to you and how he is. he should feel 100% ashamed of himself. how he treated you, but most importantly as well.. how he treated his OWN son. i mean how many times/chances does he deserve? i get the whole you love him, but is it really worth it anymore.. whose to say he won't keep leaving or effing you over whenever he feels like it. so far he's proven nothing besides the fact that he's a horrible dad and a horrible SO.

(obviously don't know the whole situation but the things i remember you posting..)

but from that i say heckkkk no.

Suggest that maybe he should work on himself by going to counseling , obviously he thinks what he is doing is normal and not being accountable. @luuuuuucyyy,

I hope it all works out! I really do! You all deserve a happy family.

Yes it does. I don't feel as vulnerable as I did before. I really need to do that and see what happens. @leahsmommi,

I know you're smart. It's obvious. But you love him and that makes it complicated. Talk and see how it goes. Just remember this man will raise your little guy and he needs an amazing parent not one that will come and go as they please. I really hope he changed and wants to be better for his family.

Your welcome hun 😊 I'm always here if you need to talk but always remember actions speak louder than words

Thank you so much for that. I'll keep that all in mind ❤️ @jjsmommyjj711,

Words are one thing if he's changed for the good then let him show you dont belive a text over actions or even him saying it. People change all the time they get lonely but you need to decide what is best for you and mr.handsome if he wants to be in your life he'll make it a point to be better and prove himself keep him close but not too close and do what you need to do to stay happy and healthy physically and mentally,❤

That's very true. He seems different over messages but I really just want to speak to him in person and go off that. I would too ): @leahsmommi,

@luuuuuucyyy, but he has. I pray that he's different and really wants to be there but most people don't. I'd just hate for him to break you and you're doing amazing

I'm so nervous to even make a decision especially after what happened to me last month 😢 @jjsmommyjj711,

^^^^^^^ totally agree

That's the thing he isn't bringing me down ... @leahsmommi,

Misery loves company. Don't let him bring you down. Keep doing you. Sometimes the hardest decision is the best one. I'll keep you in my prayers