I always come here to left off steam so here I am again lol

So I am definitely not okay. My bc is driving me insane. I feel so depressed, I have baaaad mood swings, I will be so pissed one moment and the next second im sad crying over anything. My hair is constantly falling out to the point where i just where it in a bun now because it falls every where and i dont want it wrapping around my son. I even chopped half of it off. And I have such bad stomach pains to the point I wanna cry. I don't want anymore babies but I dont want to be on this bc.

Id rather take the pill but I know I have to take it on time everyday. Does anyone know anything that can help? How does the pill work?