Having depression during pregnancy makes it hard to even get out of bed. How am I going to take care of a newborn in 3 weeks if I can't even get out of bed
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Pregnancy is hard. Really hard actually. Your body and brain are constantly going through drastic changes. You literally become a jekyl and Hyde. And chances are, you will develop PPD. And that's ok. I had/have both too. You are definitely not alone. What I found helped me out was to listen to music that made me happy, do crafts for my house or for baby to keep my mind busy, talk with my SO about my feelings and get reassurance that I was still thought of as beautiful and loved and then I would look in the mirror and remind myself that it's only temporary. And that a new baby is worth the hell. And, that there could be so much more wrong with me and my life, that it's not fair for me to harp on the petty shit.
If you need a talk. I'm here.