so I finally figured out my suicide plan they only thing that stops me from doing it is my daughter…

@katelynn I understand how you feel. But you gotta keep living for that beautiful princess of yours. I'm here if you need a friend 🙂

@alexis.barrett17 I wish my husband understood we have been arguing since last night he left for work and we were still arguing I feel like everyone would be better off if I died

@katelynn your daughter wouldn't be better off. She loves you unconditionally

@alexis.barrett17 she's only 9 months she wouldn't remember me the only thing that's keeping me alive is her bc I don't want anyone else taking care of her bc his family bashes me all the time

You don't want her growing up without her mom. She loves you even if she is only 9 months. I felt the same way as you. Feeling everyone would be better off without me. But then I think about my baby. He's gonna need me. Your daughter needs you.

@alexis.barrett17 does it ever get better

Honestly, idk. I still struggle everyday, but my baby gets me through it. Just gotta take it day by day.

@alexis.barrett17. if balled my eyes out everyday for 5 months almost 6 months

@katelynn Things will get better eventually. Hard times don't last forever

@alexis.barrett17 I hope bc my husband got mad bc our daughter says mama but he barley helps take care of her

He'll get over it. It's not your fault, that's not something you can control. It will all be ok

@alexis.barrett17 I'm blamed for everything he thinks I should bend over backwards and be his maid

@katelynn, Your husband shouldn't treat you like that. You deserve better. You deserve to be happy

@alexis.barrett17 I use to be very happy with him but lately everything I do make us argue me asking for help makes him mad he punched the door he threw things last night

Sounds like he has an anger problem

@alexis.barrett17 it's my fault I make him mad

It's not your fault

@alexis.barrett17 yes bc I talk about killing myself and it makes him mad

He should be more understanding but not everyone is like that. It isn't your fault. You try to talk to him but seems like he's being a jerk to you

@alexis.barrett17 :( I wish

@katelynn, I'm sorry things are so hard for you. I really hope things get better

@alexis.barrett17 I hope so to

Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk

@alexis.barrett17 think you

No problem :)

That beautiful baby of yours needs you... I'm always here with advice sounds like you're going what I went through... I promise it does get better ❤

@torirosee how long

You need to make a change with him love... he seems very toxic and causing him to make you unhappy. You're daughter needs her mama.. his temper could put you or HER in danger. Is there family you could go to with her for a while? You could also be battling ppd which there is a group on here I'm involved in with a bunch of ladies who are going through similar things which I found helpful. I can add you if you'd like ❤ you're never alone love

@katelynn,

@torirosee. that's what he has suggested was me living with my mom for a week but I don't want to bc I feel like he is just trying to get rid of me .... yes I can add me

@mommyofsoontob3 I can't live with out my husband he lets me b a stay at home mom it tried working and after two hours I was balling my eyes out from pain

@mommyofsoontob3 no I have medical problems that make it impossible to work :(

@mommyofsoontob3 that's what I'm trying to do right now they r looking over my medical records

@katelynn any time you need to talk I'm a good listener. I've been through a lot and that is before I became a mom. I know how stressful it can be. Trust me on this suicide isn't the way out, when I was almost 8 my mom committed suicide and she trying to take me with her. Obviously she was only halfway successful

@kbryant0410 I would never do that to my daughter I want her to live but having a mom that crys all the time is not good for her

I agree. Have you been to the dr? I had post partum depression really bad, made me think/feel things I never would've imagined I could. I thought I'd never get myself back up and that my son was better off without me. I was wrong. Your little girl needs her momma trust me. Growing up is hard enough already, doing it without a mom I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

@katelynn I hope you didn't think I was implying you would, just sharing my past.

sounds like you have post partum depression.. that can happen any time after a baby is born. id get help go see a doctor and try to feel better. this isnt normal..

@adamsgurl I already have they put me on pills it's been almost 2 weeks

@katelynn It can take anywhere from 7 to 21 days for your body to adjust to the medicine. Also, try going for a walk or anything to get the blood flowing and release endorphins.