I hate this whole living in two separate states crap. I just want us to be together for good, I know this is what's best for our future but can't things just hurry along. It gets harder and harder to leave him when the weekends are done, this time I basically cried the whole way home. Please God give him a good job out here asap so we don't have to be separated. I just want the three musketeers together 😒😢😓