Can't sleep. Thoughts rushing. Worries bury me. Loneliness consumes me. Frustration builds. Feelings of despair and failure lurking.
It's really a whirlwind of everything. From social media, politics, to work, my relationship, my friendships (lack of), to dealing with the public and wondering if I'm another one of the ignorant pricks trying to get by, to my future, to my past...baby kicks and it's ok for a moment...then I'm brought back to reality, my legs kill me and I'm surrounded by men who are 1/3 of what I am...the overwhelming list continues
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Me and my daddy 😘😘😘😍😍😍
did she delete or block me ?
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
You're not alone! The overwhelming list matches how I feel also but the bright side is your baby! That will always be the bright side the love is like no other!!! As far as reality it does suck but there's beauty to it, we are shaped by our circumstances! We are warriors and have inner strength that gets us through dark times and dark days! My advice keep you focus on good things and things that make life better/ easier! Even if you have to fake it better times will come!