You're not alone! The overwhelming list matches how I feel also but the bright side is your baby! That will always be the bright side the love is like no other!!! As far as reality it does suck but there's beauty to it, we are shaped by our circumstances! We are warriors and have inner strength that gets us through dark times and dark days! My advice keep you focus on good things and things that make life better/ easier! Even if you have to fake it better times will come!

It's really a whirlwind of everything. From social media, politics, to work, my relationship, my friendships (lack of), to dealing with the public and wondering if I'm another one of the ignorant pricks trying to get by, to my future, to my past...baby kicks and it's ok for a moment...then I'm brought back to reality, my legs kill me and I'm surrounded by men who are 1/3 of what I am...the overwhelming list continues

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