I got depression so bad I feel like dying π’ π my man is so mean to me and he doesn't show me affection anymore.. comes home from work and doesn't even hold me or hold my hand unless I make him ask him or just have a complete mood change.. he says he wants to come home from work and relax but he can relax and still hold me or my hand :/ I get so hurt and angry by him I push him and sometimes hit him which I know is bad and it isn't me. And he says we are done. He bought McDonald's and I don't even want to eat. Mines still outside in the car.. he's on the couch. He's got the baby cause I was up all night with her. He goes to work in 2 hours so he believes he gets to sleep and I don't. But he's got the baby so I won't be a bitch anymore.. it's his actions that me the bitch I am. I am just soo hurt and depressed and done with life. π
Have you thought about going to your doctor and seeing if there is something they can do? What you are feeling is very normal, especially after having a baby. You need to start taking care of you.