I feel drained and numb. This week hasn't been great so far and with this funeral coming up it's going to be worse. I don't deal well with death. I have never been to a funeral for someone around my age though... Don't really know how to handle it other than outbursts of anger or tears.
It's hard. I could barely do it when a good friend committed suicide. I just had to keep strong for the family and our friends.

We could have been planning a funeral .. thank the lord I came in
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I don't think this should of been recreated 😹😿🙈🙉🙊
This for the moms that don't like what I post don't comment
I just hope I don't have a meltdown when I get there