It's getting closer to my wedding (Feb 1st) and I'm still so depressed about losing our baby. I feel like I've hit rock bottom. Not wanting to talk anymore. Eat anything. Go to work. I just don't know what to do. I'm afraid to keep trying. I don't want to keep going through this! One more time and I'm sure it's going to be the end of me. Hurts way too much.
@junebugbabyy, awww. This truly brought tears to my eyes. Sometimes I catch myself asking "Why me lord". You just made sense of all of this. 😊 thank you so so much.
I am so sorry to hear that hun. Just try and look at it this way, this was something that God put in your path for a reason, (I have never been a firm believer, but in my toughest times I know there is a reason, and a lesson to be learned, or a strength to be gained). A lot of times I feel this happens so your next baby can be born! It sucks, and truly takes a piece of you, but that baby felt all the love you had for it, and passed feeling your love. Your baby was happy. All you can do is stay strong, push forward and be the woman you would have wanted to for your baby. You are beautiful, and strong, and can do this. It won't go away, but you will learn to cope with it. The sun will rise again every day mama, get out there and take advantage of the life you are given. There is a plan for you love, stay strong!
Thanks and I'm praying for you because I know another baby is what you want
@dionnetrashawn99, thank you so much. You have saved a life tonight. God bless
There's someone who has it worst than you i couldn't have another baby if I wanted to for health reasons so SMILE TRY AGAIN
@dionnetrashawn99, wow. Thank you so much to sharing that with me. That honestly made me feel differently about my situation. I'm usually the upbeat and positive one but this situation has truly brought the most darkest depressed person out of me
Omg 😲 I honestly feel your pain but look on the positive side you have a beautiful daughter! I had to get my tubes tied and I only have one child for my husband and that made me so upset just the thought of me not being able to have another child for him and give him his first girl but you know what it's something i have to accept ATLEAST you can keep trying DONT be so hard on yourself
@dionnetrashawn99, you're so right. Although I couldn't picture life without my daughter it still hurts. But that's what's been keeping me uplifted. Her. But my husband's family is planned a surprise baby shower and... well yeah. Terrible ending.
Look on the bright side you are blessed with one child already some don't have any
@kelsssiam any time! Now go out and do something to make you feel good about yourself! Hair, nails, clothes? Treat yourself! You deserve it!