Been having a really crappy time.. I'm tired of my relationship going up An down all the time. I feel like ya becoming something I can't fix anymore π like I feel we are slipping away. He acts like a dick an than it makes me act like a bitch we bicker An fight most of the time. An to top of off I've been so stressed I feel like a shitty mom for wanting a day away with friends (if only I had friends) or even to take a hot bath or just sleep for once. Not sure if it's cause I need sleep or what but I feel like a crappy fiancΓ© an a crappy mommy
@katelyn.f11, it sucks. Like when I'm away sometime I'm a reck. But lately I just want a day to sleep An to catch up on sleep An cleaning An laundry. I'm so exhausted An he doesn't get it all I wanna do is start crying every night again
I know it's hard to do, and everyone makes it seem easy, but you are not being selfish for wanting time to yourself. I don't like leaving my baby with my mom a lot because I've always said that I was gonna raise my baby and not put that on my mom. But something as simple as a shower with the door closed and not stopping to see if the baby is crying and rushing out the door, helped me out and put me in better spirits.