Sometimes I feel really sad when I see a movie about a mom daughter relationship because I have never had a good relationship with my mom. I feel like I'm doing my best to be the best mom I can be to my 3 kids but I feel like I can't because I was never taught what real love from a mother was like.. I feel like I can't tell anyone I'm close to this because they won't understand how I feel all the time or that they will judge me or think that im dramatic but I get really depressed some days because I really wish when I have a hard time I can spend time with my mom and ask her questions about taking care of my kids