I don't normally do this but I guess I just need to vent and reach out for support from other moms I don't know if anyone else have ever felt this way or are feeling this way. I'm actually a very private person and feel really uncomfortable posting something like this on social media but I'm 25 weeks pregnant and super depressed. My self esteem is non existent. I'm struggling so much financially. My relationship is always on the rocks. I feel alone. I don't want to hurt myself or anything. I just feel broken. My head tells me that I won't be a good mother to my daughter, that I have nothing to offer her, bc I have such low self esteem how can I teach her to be a strong woman. Idk I know it's my head talking and it's probably wrong but it's one of my biggest fears. Another fear I have is that I will get cheated on. I know I'm my heart that he isn't cheating but my mind keeps racing and telling me he is so whenever he goes to the studio to make money I'm like a crazy person fighting with him and accusing him. I hate that he's around other females I'm so insecure and I hate that Im like that. Makes me feel worse about myself. He says everything is about me and I'm starting to think he's right. I'm just really hurting right now. Thanks for listening.