as much as i try to fix it. i cant. so much fighting/disrepect from both sides. im so confused its been like this for 2 years already. when hes mad he tells me the worst & that he dont care & kicks me out. but when we dont fight he tells me he doesnt mean it, to stay. this is our 1st baby. & im hoping maybe until the baby comes it will stop. & if it doesnt im really gona have to leave. but where? with who? i have no family or friends or work for help. i dont wana get to that i mean i love him but all this hurts me.