it is snowing in mass and i. had to call my mum to come over to baby sit my daughter cause i have an appoitment. i do…

it is snowing in mass and i. had to call my mum to come over to baby sit my daughter cause i have an appoitment. i do not want to leave her.. i dont trust anyone.... i avoid leaving my house sometimes cause i dont want to leave my daughter with anyone else expect her father... i dont trust my mother but i know she wont do anything stupid but still. i am paranoid.. lol i dont know why...but i only have her now... stupid anxiety.. if only doctors came at my house.. i dont know if i have developed a fobia about leaving the house. oh great like i need more.. wtf..