so...i have been having trouble looking for a job. meanwhile i look after our 5 month old and my hubbies 7 yr old on top of all the household duties. it's not easy. but my hubby gets mad at me saying I'm not doing anything all day. that I'm just wasting time. makes me so mad. on top of all that, I'm 17 weeks pregnant. idk what to do or how to explain to him that I'm trying my best to get a job but it's all overwhelming too. all the stress also makes me not enjoy this pregnancy. idk, i have no one to talk to and i feel more and more alone everyday. sorry, i just needed to vent.