today was an emotional day I heard something I never wanted to hear,I wish I could crawl under a blanket and hide,maybe with some tissues,head phones,my music, quiet time to myself to reflect on the words said today,all this with my hormones doesn't help...listening to my sad songs and wish I hadn't wanted to try to get pregnant.... but it's all I want but I feel I'm the only one in it,idk last year of no success plus a crumbling marriage... I have felt miserable and stupid and fat and a total loser I went from 347 to 266 and not getting any positive feedback from the one person I wanted to hear it from....but Im on a battle that I'm determined to fucking win one way or another....idk maybe I'm too much of a whiny loser or whatever but I do know this I'm damaged AF.... I feel worthless because of what was said today....
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😢😢 Im sorry you're going through that hunnie. Stay strong and do what's best for you and your kids . You don't need his feed back cause obviously he's lost himself. He don't recognize a diamond in the rough . Eat healthy workout stay focus and positive. Show him that you are strong .
that he's in love with both me and this trashy fucking skank whore bitch...
If you don't mind me asking, what was said mama? :(
oh girl! it's a shame that you have to seek comfort from someone who is acting like that. know that all u have is because you pit your mind to it. take care of yourself. love yourself and ignore his ass.