I feel so idiotic!!! My supposedly boyfriend tells me he wants a baby, so we TTC and a day later he tells me he needs to…

I feel so idiotic!!! My supposedly boyfriend tells me he wants a baby, so we TTC and a day later he tells me he needs to get his life together and focus on himself. I was so upset with him after he told me this. He was basically saying he wanted me to be a single mom and I understand he needs to get himself together but he could have told me before he impregnated me. I understand that we won't be getting back together and i will have to raise a baby without having a relationship with the father. I'm not okay with that but its what I have to do. He does want to be apart of the baby's life but not with me. This isn't what I imagined at all))):