Well after my big rant before, and realising who are there for me and just sitting back and thinking everything through, iv come to the decision of ringing the hospital tomorrow like my diabetes nurse told me to do and putting everything else on hold. Me and my baby comes first, everything else will have to wait. A few friends rang me after my rant and calmed me down which helped millions, don't no what I would do without them or my partner. He finished work early and ran into my arms and never let me go for a good half hour haha. Now for a nice bath to help these pains and to keep me calm and see what tomorrow brings 💪👊👌