Thank you I needed to hear that @karramaej

Dont feel bad. im getting my daughter cheap clothes and clerance items. i even wrapped up a box of confetti. The struggle of a single mom is hard and im sure even if they dont understand now they will eventually. They will grow up seeing how hard you worked to keep that roof over their head and will appreciate it. Love is the most important thing for the kids not toys theyll only play with a few times.

I've never heard of it. And honestly I don't think I could handle having anyone else. My husband is mean enough when it's just us and our kids. He can't handle the noise or how active they are. I've got some interviews with temp agencies next week. @mrodriguez0305

what about respit care? it's for all ages but most for parents with kids with disabilities who need a break for a few hours and you literally just need to watch them so the parents can have a break. I get paid $12 an hr to have my 17 year old sister come stay for the weekend every other weekend.

It's okay learning to live without him even though he won't leave and won't pay bills. Trying to find a job is hard when all I've done since high school is take care of my sick parents then got married and became a stay at home wife and mom. @mrodriguez0305

that's fucked up I'm so sorry:( :( fuck him then!!

@mrodriguez0305

Yes but it's to late to sign up. Everything around here starts in early November and is income based. My husband didn't decide to leave us until thanksgiving when he found someone to talk to who doesn't have kids and is exactly like him. Told me basically I'm not good enough and he doesn't love me anymore.

do you have places to go that give Christmas presents to kids in need?