ever had a really bad night and are proud of yourself for making it to the morning. I don't know what os wrong with me lately. I feel like a failure. Me and John argued, so i was to uspet to cook clean workout and do bills. I just want to sleep all the time. My mother in law hates me and idk why bc I have done ALOT for her son I have lost all but 3 or 4 friends none of which i talk to about my depression i lost my insurance so no therapy and my mom is sick and has alot of her own things to deal with she literally told me yesterday "Casey i am so sorry for how i raised you,you are like me you care to much. and society is eating you alive" i am so scared for her to die i literally call her for every thing. i wish people had morals manners and compassion i am scared for my son to grow up in this world half of me doesn't want to make the same mistakes as my mom and teacheong him sympathy and love and that kissing ot all better works bc leaving home made me realize the world is mean and not logical at all but who really wants to toughen up their kid o don't i wish i could make everything better for him i had a great childhood but now a days it's hard
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@concrete i know i need a support system but this is my only vent spot. in the real world i try to act calm and collected but that just leaves me bitter and angry. why cant i just be me I've been through so many unexpected things and just keep going. my moms a phone operater selling stairlifts to old people she was told to get over it the other day bc she was crying one of her clients that she had checked on since may his wife died.... the world scolds you for sympathizing wth
Casey, I am so sorry you are going through this rough time. Depression is a serious condition and the lack of insurance is a problem. However, you can try some techniques on your own. Move around a lot, get outside, look into omega-3. You need a support system and remember that your baby needs you to stay sane and positive. <3
@caffeinechaos, i hear you! there are so many pressures and increasing expectations that we experience daily. Sometimes it is just so difficult. You are stronger than you think, and you will overcome all your troubles.