I've had a best friend for near 5 years and I think I lost her we never really fight we usually talk stuff out and but idk it feels wrong of my

When me n my husband seperated we were planning on moving in togher and all so I have a truck but I can't drive so she wanted to buy it I was going to set the price low since we were gonna be living togher and I'm more worried about roof over our heads than money for a car so I told her she didn't have to pay me till later well the truck ended up getting crashed (by her)and it wasn't to bad but she ended up paying for it & I paid half anyways me n my husband worked thing out he has his own truck as well she was using mine SINCE we got it out almost a month ago now his truck is messing up and she hadn't paid me for mine n I feel like a bitch but I had to ask for it back and I'd give her the money from toeing it , dose this make me a bad freind (her husband has a truck to I didn't leave her car less )