Every time I close my eyes I either picture the moment where I had no idea what was going on and I was about to have a c section. Or I end up replaying the moment I held my little girl in my arms for the first and last time. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on everyday.
I can't imagine what your going through but just know God doesn't put you through anything you can't handle. You are one strong woman and time will heal all. Don't give up, please don't give up❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm sending love lots of love and hugs for you mama!! I can't image what you are going through I lost one child early in the pregnancy and that devastating enough but I'm sending those air hugs right now and remember we don't always know by things happen but we are never give too much we can not happen. God knows how strong we are and you are strong woman. Xoxo here for you if you need some one to talk to whatever I can do 😘