I know people are going to roll their eyes at me, fine. But I just need to vent.

My son has had diarrhea his whole life. Some days thicker than others. Some just colored water. And there's blood. Some times lots of blood (silver dollar size). Others just dots. It also smells as if something died inside of him. He has seen multiple doctors. He has been on medicine multiple times. I've collected his poop 6x. He's had his blood drawn 4x. Today, I am praying to finally have an answer.

He may have a milk protein allergy, celiac, crohns/other diseases or his C.Dif is just stubborn. All I keep thinking is how a dietary restriction/allergy could change his life. I know it's stupid but I keep crying. How will he handle it when everyone is having cakes or hot chocolate at Christmas (for example) and he can't have? Or he can't eat what's being served at a birthday party. What if he has pain his whole life?

I'm over here crying as he naps.