I wish I could post more, (here, Facebook, youtube, instagram) but I'm so paranoid that the person that got me pregnant is going to find what I post and then message me for more information.

the reason why I'm paranoid is because what happened in my first trimester.

I wanted to leave the car. (we were in a parking lot, parked) and I went to reach for the handle and he put his arm over me, holding the door shut. I started crying and I wasn't feeling safe. so then I has my friend call the police. and then I went into the hospital.

to this day, I don't feel safe. and especially don't and won't feel safe when my baby is born.

I do have a lawyer and proof if i need it. and his sister was also rude to me,

I kept all the messages..

he isn't capable of running either. he is really fat (weight didn't fit on the damn scale).

so how could he look after a kid?