I should have went to my hometown. I'm big on family and I decided to stay here instead this year thinking Nolan would try and come and being miserable when I could have been miserable at home with my family, eating and laughing. Now it's setting in that I'm lonely on thanksgiving while everyone else is enjoying their family. I should have just left Monday like I planned. There's not enough "entertainment" that can make up for me not being home. I wanted home cooked meal not having to go out and find something to eat. My first thanksgiving day not being around family and my 1st thanksgiving without my granny ( which hurts the most 😭). I miss her so much!