Every year on this day its a happy moment and at the same time it's a sad one. Today you are 10 years old. I remember…

Every year on this day its a happy moment and at the same time it's a sad one. Today you are 10 years old. I remember with everything the doctors told me and with them saying no and God saying Yes. And yet I still wanted you here with me. It may have been selfish but with the God I believe and serve he wouldn't have blessed me with such a precious gift. I had you for 18 months and I appreciate that time with you. Before they did my C-section I remember the doctor asking me what did I wanted them to do just in case the worst come to worst and the only thing I remember them saying before I passed out was "save my baby". When I woke up I didn't care about anything else but where my baby was. I wanted to be by her side the moment I woke up. But the nurse said we both needed our rest. When I finally got to see and hold you was such a relief to finally meet,love and hold you. Happy Birthday baby girl. I love and miss you so