Im laying here crying holding my sleeping baby. This is the last night he will be the baby and get to cuddle mama. Im so excited to give him a little brother but Im so scared because its been only him for three years. I dont know know I will love two babies as much as I already love my little man. He goes to stay with his grandparents tomorrow night for me to go in to be induced and he has only ever stayed the night away from once in his life and he slept the whole time. Now he will be away from me for 2 nights and I dont know if I can handle being away from him that long. Im just really emotional right now.