So, my birth story is a weird one, lol .. i checked into the hospital on Friday, 11.11.16 at 1:00. They started to give me induction medicine vaginally at about 2:00pm and i immediately started having contractions. after about 2 hours, i asked if i could get medicine cause they were getting strong. i got some medicine and a million heating pads. My sister and SO were both with me the whole time. ordering my food and eating it because everytime theyd try to feed me, i would ignore them, turn away and go back to sleep. i was in and out of sleeping and peeing all night, laying with babe watching movies trying to deal with the contractions, got a morphine shot in my butt then went back to sleep. When i woke up my sister went to mcdonalds and tried to sneak me food since i hadnt ate and i couldnt eat once i got my epidural but i said no and went back to sleep. then at tenish they came in to give me my epidural, babe stood in front of me and i held him tighter than i ever have. That SHIT HURT!! it burned sooo bad and the nurse couldnt get my cathader in so she had to try again in ANOTHER spot 😰 But damn if that thing didnt do what its meant to! i felt NOTHING at all! with the contractions i was having, i didnt think that was possible. Then, i fell bacl asleep. around noon i woke up and watched tv for a little, my sister decided to lay down and take a nap on the extra bed, then babe fell asleep in my bed with me, then i fell asleep. Then a a couple hrs later the nurse came in and woke me up to change my cathader, so my boyfriend got out of bed and went to pee and when i pulled my sheets back to get ready, my daughter was between my legs and i yelled " i delivered her!!" and my boyfriend stuck his head out of the bathroom "your joking... ? not funny babe.." and i said " no really shes right here!? between my legs, shes so tiny" 😮😮 my little honey, made an entrance as awkward as me and her dad are everyday. lol then the nurse grabbed her and gave her to me and i held her in aww. scared to even breathe because how small and fragile she was. eventually, my mommy instincts kicked in and i felt completely comfortable holding her, picking her up, everything dispite being terrified to hurt her minutes prior.
Her original due date was 2.18.17 and her grandma was so excited for her new grandbaby, even though she doesnt get her, she was born on her birthday 11.12.16👼👼👼👼👼💕💕💔💔💕💔💕💕👑👧 Forever mommys little angel princess
@deennbean, Im glad that you are doing okay despite all of this. Im really sorry that this happened. I wish it hadent with all my heart but your positivity and beautiful heart inspire me and I admire that. God bless you honey.
@shann, @allyk.xmommy @neikadre. @babybearblue2 it really is okay guys, i feel so much better now about everything. i truly believe i can feel it in my heart that she is okay. shes happy having a good time with my dad. hes taking care of her and ill always remember my little angel baby. She'll always be alive in my heaet and one day when she has a little sister and her big brother gets bigger theyll know they have another sissy in heaven. shell never be forgotton. im just blessed to have been the one to hold and nurture her for 24 short weeks💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕