I kno its wrong to b angry at a 6 mo old 4 cryin but not havin decent sleep for 2 weeks now n havin her up all nite…

I kno its wrong to b angry at a 6 mo old 4 cryin but not havin decent sleep for 2 weeks now n havin her up all nite screamin n just getting that last hr of sleep b4 helpin my hubby get ready 4 work was like bein kicked off a hill. hubby was nice enough to let me nap but as soon as bedtime came around, putting her in her bed was a mistake

she woke up n stayed up all nite n that tore it 4 us both. I've never felt so defeated n worthless so i went 4 a walk alone cryin my eyes out in the cold. wen i got home hubby told me i did everything i cud n even tho he forgave me 4 leavin baby wit him n he only got 3 hrs of sleep, i still feel like i failed. i woke up cryin n apologizin to him still even after baby girl finally conked out around 2 am. has any1 else felt like they finally got that break then all hell broke lose? it's like bein too happy so the universe just has to tear that down n burn ur happiness to the ground somedays. i did everything from bottles, diaper, binkie, burps n rockin her n nothin seemed to work even Tylenol for her teethin didnt help her calm down. i feel like a kicked dog after that....😢😭😢😭 at least hubby stayed n she's ok now....