I kno its wrong to b angry at a 6 mo old 4 cryin but not havin decent sleep for 2 weeks now n havin her up all nite screamin n just getting that last hr of sleep b4 helpin my hubby get ready 4 work was like bein kicked off a hill. hubby was nice enough to let me nap but as soon as bedtime came around, putting her in her bed was a mistake
she woke up n stayed up all nite n that tore it 4 us both. I've never felt so defeated n worthless so i went 4 a walk alone cryin my eyes out in the cold. wen i got home hubby told me i did everything i cud n even tho he forgave me 4 leavin baby wit him n he only got 3 hrs of sleep, i still feel like i failed. i woke up cryin n apologizin to him still even after baby girl finally conked out around 2 am. has any1 else felt like they finally got that break then all hell broke lose? it's like bein too happy so the universe just has to tear that down n burn ur happiness to the ground somedays. i did everything from bottles, diaper, binkie, burps n rockin her n nothin seemed to work even Tylenol for her teethin didnt help her calm down. i feel like a kicked dog after that....😢😭😢😭 at least hubby stayed n she's ok now....
maybe try a whote noise machine, and setting her in her swing buckled in ad putting headphones in and just letti g her cry it out for short bits at a time. that way you dont have to leave her but she starts learning to self sooth and you dont go crazy and can sit and breathe for a second
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...
For Fun
With most of us in a sleep regression or exhausted from being working moms, or just plain bored I figured it would be fun to get a little game started... so who's up for 2 truths and a lie? It's easy.. you post 3 facts about yourself, 2 true and 1 lie and when you guess you post yours here's mine:

#mombassadorchat
Moms,
Done with diapering? Today we're chatting all things potty training with @smilingwithmyawesome4kids, who is a mombassador and admin of the very popular potty training group in the app. Share your potty training stories, ask questions and share tips on this post. @smilingwithmyawesome4kids will also answer any questions! Here's her bio and general tips:
Hello I am Ceiamaria I am a stay at home Mother to 4 children ages 12,8,7 and 11 months old. I am happily marr...
Dear Moms,
Preggie mom @njf1216 sadly posted today that her daughter Reagan Brinkley was born early at 35 weeks sleeping, when doctors discovered that she no longer had a heartbeat. Let's send her our love and heartfelt wishes, and to the other moms who have also had angel babies. If you would like to, please write a message to her on this post or send her a private message.
We are deeply saddened by her loss and are are keeping her in our hearts at this difficult time.
Warmest wishes,
Preggie...
@mommyluna,