af is suppose to be done right before thanksgiving. was really hoping she wouldn't come and we would have something very…

af is suppose to be done right before thanksgiving. was really hoping she wouldn't come and we would have something very special to be greatful for this year. but i apparently decided my ovulation window would be the optimal time to get a double ear infection. so we've only bd once during the window so far. im kinda thinking between the meds and being sick my body won't take a pregnancy right now anyway. still hopeful in the back of my mind though. just sucks.