When I got pregnant and had my children I signed up for all sorts... feeding them, sick, poo, looking a mess, toys everywhere, teaching them everything, being tired, sleepless night.. (not had full night sleep in nearly 5yrs) stop going out, losing friends and family members, more washing, cleaning, cooking, shopping, budgeting, I feel like a zombie some days but wouldnt change it for the world! all I see/hear lately is how their baby wouldnt sleep thru and their tired not the fact they want to get them into a routine but for yourself! pretty sure you signed up for something similar? Babies dont have a switch off button..... im soooooo blessed with my children... I love them so much...