I'm 20 weeks and can't distinguish a baby moving or if it's gas and on top of that my "sperm donor" is married and he's lied to me about everything and I've also spoke with his wife idk what to do nobody understands what I'm going through I just need a getaway would I be wrong for not wanting him in my child's life even if he's lied to me about EVERYTHING. Like I just can't keep being superwoman I don't know what to do! Any suggestions??